The old box full of polaroids sits on my shelf

SORRY

anabyssofdespair — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:30:12 +0000

HTTP://ABURNTPOLAROID.BLOGSPOT.COM

IT’S MUCH EASIER OVER THERE.

TeeHEEhooHAW

anabyssofdespair — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 14:23:34 +0000

I HATE MONDAY!

I thought lessons starts at 8AM in the morning today, so I woke up like fucking 5.30 just t go t school. When I got up the bus, I realise that 8AM lessons are on Tues, Thurs and Friday. Damn angry. Was alone in school like a fucking stupid loser till Lisa came. Omg. Horrible. That stenchhhhhhh. Eeeew.

Today in Colouring theory lesson..

Miss leong : (Damn bloody serious) .. …… …. one tone, one level.
Michelle: One singapore.

Bloody joker.

OH MY MUTHAFUCKING GAWD.
My dad went for a new hair cut, he doesn’t look like rocker anym. He looks like the loser in my class, Stanford. Omg. Gross to the M.A.X.x.X.x.X.x.X

It’s empty.

anabyssofdespair — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 13:33:12 +0000

Hey ho hi hello.
Have been rotting at home for the weekends and horrible day tmr.
Monday blues I’m predicting. PE tomorrow, fat thighs and crazy early school. Monday blues for sure.

Supposingly, no school on friday.
Stupid teachers had to kachiao my friday by forcing us to attend school cause of ministers who wants to visit the hair lab. Dad went to school together with me cause he has to take freaken pictures, went home without dad.

Since I’m so bloody bored, I’ve decided t do something not worth my time but no harm doing survey.

1)Do you always answer your phone?

- Depending on who’s calling.

2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?

- Bangala prank-ing me. Hawhaw Prank-ing?!

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?

- WHITE. Awesomeeee horzxzzzx?

4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ?

- Basket. I think everyone in this world has ran out of names till they stoop t one level where calling themselves something to do with food are needed. Crazy people, no?

5)Do you own a digital camera?

- I think I have?

6)Have you ever had a pet fish?

- Yupp, but all died when mom went to play smart alec and changed the water in the tank and when great-grandma over fed them. :]

8) What’s on your wish list for your birthday?

- My birth DATE not to fall on the same day with mom. *Happy birthday to Mommy and Raphaelleeee. Happy birthday to you.* SEEEEE!! So long! Somemore have to share cake. What the hell.

9) Can you do push ups?

- Can. Push the air, confirm can.

10) Can you do a chin up?

- can, chin the air, confirm can.

11)Is the future make you more nervous or excited?

- HAWHAWHAW. *Imagining my future* OMG. I imagine myself as a loser.

12) Do you have any saved texts?

- Nah, nothing important or significant enough.

13) Ever been in a spore flyer?

- Nope, I doubt I’ll ever go.

14) Do you have an accent?

- GOrd Grd. In-di-an air-cenn-ted.

15) What is the last song to make you cry?

- Your guardian angel? When I’m with you?

16) Plans tonight?

- SLEEEP.

17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

- nope.

20) Current worry(s)?

- Will the pimple on my backside grow smaller, will I grow taller, are my eyes gna stay this size(small) forver, is my hair gna fucken grow, is my school gna burn down any sooner?????????????

22) Met someone who changed your life?

- Yupp, myself.

23) How did you celebrate in the past New Year?

- At home. Cheebyeeee.

24) What song represents you?

- I am what I am – Jonas brother. I am what I am, I cant help myself. If you dont like it get with somebody else…

25) Name three people who might complete this?

- Erh, my great-grandma, my maid’s dad and mom. :]

26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

- Hawhaw. Nope, that’s silly.

27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

- HAHWAHW. I wish.

28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing?

- Yupp, both.

29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?

- Nope, will not, will never.

31) Would you be a ninja?

- I am one. Raphael the Ninja turtle.

33) Ever had someone sing to you?

- Yupp. ( awww man, I heard something breaking and shattering onto the ground. No wait, I think it’s my heart.)

35) What is in your pocket?

- My pi sai, boogus and my nose shit. :]

37) Have you held hands with anyone today?

- Nah.

38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?

- I think it’s Michelle?

40) How many TVs do you have in your house?

- Pathetically, 1.

41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?

- New? Some old ones are not worth my time/ keeping.

42) How many people of the opposite sex you held hands with?

- Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Yay. Wasted like 10mins.
I’m gna waste more time waiting for Rachael.
Nighty-night-night.

!@#$%^&!@#$%^&!@#$%^&

anabyssofdespair — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:14:03 +0000

DONT STEP ONE ME LEH.

HAWHAWHAHW.
Mad.

In case any one reading this, lives under a rock, my CBOX is just right under the link

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Why are people leaving me comments lehhhhhhhh??
Okay, bye.

ROAR

anabyssofdespair — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:48:18 +0000

I very hungry.

But I ate alot..

4 pieces of toasted bread with crazy lot of butter.
Whoooping hot tea with extra milk.
Cheese tofu
Watermelon juice.
One bowl of mee hooon kuey
sushiSSS
Chewy cream puffs.
coke zero
and I’m going over to the fridge now and dig some food.
and fuck. I’ve put on 8kg of weight.
and fuck fuck. I lied.
and fuck fuck fuck. I’m serious, I put on weight.
anf fuck fuck fuck fuck. It’ll be a secret.

Bye. Going t play ‘Treasure hunt’ in Kitchen and gonna play “See who sleep first gets t dream of Mr. Charming”

ABCDEFGANRAPHAELLE

anabyssofdespair — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:20:41 +0000

Okay la. Hi.
My throat kinda hurt after shouting like one bloody ediot in school earlier on.
Stupid competition. Making me all so excited about yet making me perspire. Kanninabeh.
Make up gone.

Okay la.
Jeeenehneh. After thinking so long, after wrecking my brains just t think of what t blog. I realise that the past few days = suck cock.

Okay la. Very zai.
That day skipped school, sis and I told different story.

Dad to Rachael: Where’s Raphaelle? Never go school?
Rachael: She no need go.
Mom to Raphaelle: You today skipped school or really no need go?
Raphaelle: SKIPPED SCHOOl.

D-I-E, DIE.

Okay la.
& I berry berry angry cause fucking dumb school made Hair Fashion Model’s for colouring pay. Like 12, 15 and 18bucks. Basket. Who wanna pay anyone whose standard suck cock so badly?! KeEsiao school.
AND AND AND, they wanna act Kimage. Even more berry angry. Dont know how t see how rabat they all, still act one Kimage. Cachat only.

Okay la.
Bloody basket.
I thought I blogged alot. But okay la, only bit bit little bit little, not much lor.

Okay la.
TeeHEEhooHAW.

I’m still angry at you.
Be ashamed. Be very very ashamed.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.

anabyssofdespair — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:50:20 +0000

Fancy stooping t such level where cheating is needed.
I despise you. I’ll never wanna talk t you anym for as long as I still remembers it.

Naked nails.

anabyssofdespair — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 14:10:10 +0000

Miss Beer, Hair colour lesson. Mr Handsome Chua, Advanced hair Cutting; Scissors over comb; Spongebob over comb.
Skipped school today. Heart Broken.

Fucking toilet and 2 China bastards.

anabyssofdespair — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 10:38:02 +0000

School ended early so I thought it’ll be awesome t rush home and pig.
Pigged like just only a while, my LITTLE sister, ROCHEONENUISANCE came in.

“Raphaelle. Wake uppppppp! The two china man dont wanna go home. I scared he beat me”

My toilet bowl has some freaking problems and cannot fucking flush. Whatever, we’ve been accumulating shits and urine for quite some time. *PICTURES SHIT AND URNIE* Hmm, AND it only can be flushed like fucking cheebyee a day later or smth. Nonsense.
NEVERMIND.

My great-grandma has always been complaining t me, my sisters, maid, dogs and my parents that the toilet bowl has problems. Cause everytime she shits, she rushes out from toilet screaming, shouting and complaining.

So one day, she complained to my mom, I complained to my mom, my sisters complained to my mom.
Then, my mom decided to call the China company(IDK WHAT SAI COMPANY IS THAT) and asked them t fix my toilet bowl, so yupp.

The China freaking bastards came telling me sister that it’ll be effing 180bucks and suddenly changing the price t 260bucks and suddenly changing in it 200bucks again. Cheebyee. Wanna cheat small, naive girls like me and my younger sister at least think twice la.

So one old China bastard passed his phone t my maid with his boss on the line. What can my maid do?!
When I talked t the boss, he was fucking shouting at me. Chaonaohiao. I haven shout he shout?! So I started screaming at him telling him nice things like he should fucking stop changing the price and when he said it’s final, 200bucks. I fucked him. I told him that I want 200bucks means 200bucks, no negotiation. Any more changes , he pays it himself.

What the fuck. I felt damn ‘sia la’ telling him that. Like I his boss likethat.

So my smartass mom only left 80bucks, ROCHEONENUISANCE and maid and great-grandma paid the rest.
Whatever, finally they left.

and now my great-grandma is fucking angry. She said the toilet bowl has no problem, why fix it?!
FUCKER. Her mind is failing her so badly. She’s been niam-ing on this for about half an hour.

I wanna kill someone.
Maybe that freaking ugly 2 China Bastards.
I fucking angry.

Sex-ondary School days

anabyssofdespair — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 22:10:42 +0000

Time now says 6.06AM but bio digital(sibeh accurate) clock reads 2.34AM. What the hell. I’m still very tired.

I could still remember quarrelling with Mom almost everyday few years back just cause I dont wanna go school so early, just cause school starts too early and when school is only just a few short bus stops away from my house and when school only starts at 7.

When school starts at 7, I’ll wake up at 6.40AM and RUSH t school like mad and still quarrelling with Mom.
But now, I see myself waking up as early as 5.30AM just t attend lessons that starts at 8AM.

Now I think I’m mad.